Tuomet, kai vos dvidešimties minučių bėgyje išmečiau tris poras batų iš savo spintos, supratau - privalau nusipirkti gerus batus. Tokius, kuriuos įsimylėčiau tik pamačius ir būtų nesvarbu, kiek jie kainuoja. Aš tiesiog žinojau, kad tokių nėra ir kad man gaila mokėti daug už batus, kurių, nepriklausomai nuo to, pigūs jie ar brangūs, nešioti aš vis tiek nemoku :) Tuomet nusipirkau aukštakulnius iš Dune (nuotraukos praėjusio įrašo pabaigoje). Nuostabiai tikę, nuostabiai patikę, tik apie kainą noriu pamiršt. Vis dar liūdna, kad tiek sumokėjau :/ Bet ne apie tai pasaka. Vis stebėjausi savimi, kad kasdieniam vaikščiojimui tokiu vėsiu, niūriu oru, išsirinkau būtent aukštakulnius. Come on - juk čia Dublinas, čia turbūt normaliausia pirkti kedus, sportinius batelius (ne, man tai ne tas pats, kas kedai :} ) arba itin patogius žemakulnius/lygiapadžius. Bet ne, aš - ta, kuri ir šiaip itin retai nešioja aukštakulnius, nusipirkau būtent tokius.. Ir štai, vieną dieną išėjau pasivaikščioti su savo žmogumi. Miestas, planai, ritmas, dideli atstumai... Ir būtent tuomet, kai mano žmogus nebeištvėrė mano zyzimo dėl skaudančių kojų, dėl skubėjimo, dėl didelių atstumų ir dėl to, kad "Kur buvo mano galva ir smegenys, kai rinkausi batus šiandienos žygiams???", į mano gyvenimą atėjo jie - nauji batai. Ir vėl pigūs, ir vėl tie, kuriuos po mėnesio ar po dviejų galėsiu šveisti lauk, bet tie, kurie praskaidrina man gyvenimą, vos tik į juos pažiūriu. Visiškai totaliai smagūs. Kaip tik rudeniui. Kaip tik tokiam niūriam, kai baigiasi vasara ir nebėra saulės, ant žemės milijardai rudeninių lapų ir norisi kažko, kas priverstų šypsotis. Jie tai sugeba :)
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There's a rule in a life - what goes around, comes back around. The day begins with sunrise and ends with awesome sunset, meanwhile night comes exactly at that time when day ends and ends when a day has to start. We start learning how to love from the very first days of our lives and end that lesson just at the moment when we disappear. Just because there is nothing more of us...
The summer comes with hot sun sunbeams, early mornings, orange juice and lots of strawberries in the loveliest bowl. Meanwhile it ends totally unexpected - with brown leaves, without strawberries, without early mornings, mostly gloomy than beautifully. But everything that has a begin, has its own end...
After the moment, when in twenty minutes I threw out three pairs of shows from my wardrobe, I realised - I just definitely have to buy pair of really good shoes. Such a pair, which I would fall in love just noticed them at the shop and it doesn't matter how much would they cost. I just knew well that there are no type of shoes which I would fall in love desperately and I would pay any amount of money for them, it doesn't matter if they would cheap or really expensive - I just can't wear the shoes correct. So then I bought wedges from Dune (there are pics of them at the very end of my last post). Suits perfectly, totally in love with them but I just really want to forget about the price I paid for them. I'm still angry on myself that I let me to pay that much ;/ :D But the story isn't about those shoes. I was very amazed by myself that I've chosen wedges for this season and for everyday wearing. Come on - it's Dublin here and that means that for everyday wearing it would be normal and smart to buy sneakers or very comfortable flats. But no - I bought wedges which I even don't wear usually.. So one day me and my beloved decided to go for a walk. City center, plans, rhythm, large distances.. So exactly at that moment when my beloved couldn't stand my hums anymore about sore legs, rush, large distances and for that "Where were my head and my brains when I was choosing shoes for this trip???", they came into my life - new shoes. Again - really very cheap and those which I would be able to throw out after month or two. But those which brighten my life when I just look at them. Absolutely totally fun! And it suits autumn well :) Especially for this type of autumn - gloomy, without sun, with billions of brown leaves on the ground. When you need to have something that would make you smile. And they can do that :)
